Dearest Alice,
My entire life, i've wanted to "go where everybody knows my name". Parties, Clubs, Off-Broadway, TV, Internet, Films. Cheerleading. Martial Arts, Sign Language. I've done so much just to be "out there". But I never stay...
I come, I do my thing be it good or bad, and then i leave. It's how i got the nickname "Special Guest Star" in the first place. But As i get older, Alice...I think i'm sick of being The Guest Star.
I want to settle down and be a PERMANENT Cast Member.
Just today, i had to say good bye to some people i cared very deeply about, because my job has taken me elsewhere. It reminded me of a time not so long ago when i had to say good bye to a co-star I Loved...which reminded me of having to say good bye to a cheating boyfriend who I loved. Which reminded me of having to say good bye to a sport I loved.
Alice, as a person with abandonment issues i sure seem to be saying a hell of a lot of farewells.
All I'm saying is, it would be a pleasant change of pace to say "Hello Dahling" as opposed to good bye.
Thanks For listening Alice
Love Always,
The (lonely) Special Guest Star.
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